22 November 2008

Huh..i JUST lOST my notes for Todays's Test..so was really worried about the test ov today..but Thanks To Allah..I Asked Him for support and he helped me..Thnkyew Allah Saain..!*

But I Was Just Waiting For Closure..bcoz Its Saturday And I Really Get High Time To Sleep..but In Closure Dad Came Late fOR Receiveing me From College..but That was Ok..And I Sat In The Car And asked Him If I Could Go At Ayesha's Place Today..But He Simply Refused..Which made me feel Sad And As I Am Really Sensitive Abt All Dis..So I Started Crying..N I Cried Really Very Much..But FRANKLY Today I Cried After A Very Long Tyme..But I Came Home..N Didnt Even Stop Crying And Offered Zuhar Prayer N Went To Sleep..Didnt Go Upstairs Even To Have My Lunch..Mamma Came Down Asking Me Why Aint I Eating Anythng..Then I Again Cried N Told Her All Dis..She Said I Was Fool Bcoz I Was CryinG Hard For A Really Simple Thng..[Which I Agree] But Then I Started ReadinG Volume II..Today I Asked Zerry For Taking It At Home..This Novel Is Ov Her Frnd..So I Had To Ask..N I Brought It..Inshallah I Will Cumplete It Till Monday..N Still Em Lyke BehavinG Sadly Bcoz I Was Really Hurt..I Love My Father Very Much N He Didnt Care Abt My Feelings..Its BEEN A Long Tyme Since I Went At Any Frnds Place..I Usually Dun Go Anywhere..But Now I Feel Lyke GOING At Ayesha's Place..Duh..Lyfe's Miserable..Now I Have To Go Wid Moi Parents To Buy My College Blazer..How Wud I Talk To My DAD Dea..I Dun Know..I Will Cum Back Surely N Write Abt It..Until Den..SigninG Awf..!*