Today's Day Was Fyne..Yesterday Was A Bit Hectic May Be B'coz I Just Had A Visit At My Khalla's Place..The Moment I Came Back From The College ..Aunty Was Waiting..But Still I Managed To Sleep One Hour..Aunty Woke Me Up N We Left..As SoON As I Entered..I Saw ADA MansoOr Sitting Dea..I Was Shocked..I Mean He Iz My Cousins's Fiance..I ShouldnT Hav Felt Shy But Still I Was Just Dying In Shame..I Really Dun Get Why Em I So Shy..But Still..!Em Managing With This ShynesS..Today Morning Started Badly Just Because I Couldnt Wake Up For MY Fajr Prayer..I Was TotallY Upset In College Because In My MonthlY Result I Got Only 86%..Why Did I Became Ill..I Should Have Gone To College..But TONSILS Were Just Painful..Just Because I Did 2 Holidays Dey Had Cut My 50 Marks..Duh..Injustice..But I Will Again Shyne B'coz I Mashallah Havent Done Any Single Holiday This November..Yea..N Volume 2 Is Complete..When Will I Get Volume 3 Ov Da Novel..!

Everythng's Fyne..Hope Tonight Goes Well ToO..!

SigninG Awf..!*

LoL..!

Two Days..i Dun want to write anythng..but i am..bored frm moi lyfe..i just want to die..whenever i try n scrap Parleen..he never replies..but then again..i love his singing..he has so many fans..how could he be having tyme for me....but he should reply once..em upset..sad..!

24th November 2008

Today Is Asmit's Bday..Moomo's Bday

Yesterday I Went A Marriage..My 3 Hours Were Wasted..Shouldnt Hav Gone..But Had To..I Talked On The Phone..which is de most interesting part..LoL..!

Test Was Gud Too..It Was A Normal Say 2Day..

N Em Waiting For Ashy To Cum Online..

Dat Michael In The Novel Is So Cool..Really Nyce..

SigninG Awf..

23rd Ov November 2008

Yesterday..when i went to buy blazer i started responding to moi dad n thought i shud forget all dat n just today i talked to him too..!

But Yesterday night i txted her..i was really bored n took fayazs cell n put my sim in it..[moi cell isnt working dese days] we talked n den again i was out ov credit..today morning i put credit n talked too..n fought too..which we usually do..but em happy to even talk..LoL..!

I Hope TOmorrow's test goes well toO..Inshallah It Will..=]

Parleen Came Online..BUT Didnt Reply me..! which is all da way sad for me..he sumtymes bcums so mean..duuh*

Fixi Left For Khi..2morow Inshallah Seddy will leave too..hino is at our place today

SigninG Awf..

22 November 2008

Huh..i JUST lOST my notes for Todays's Test..so was really worried about the test ov today..but Thanks To Allah..I Asked Him for support and he helped me..Thnkyew Allah Saain..!*

But I Was Just Waiting For Closure..bcoz Its Saturday And I Really Get High Time To Sleep..but In Closure Dad Came Late fOR Receiveing me From College..but That was Ok..And I Sat In The Car And asked Him If I Could Go At Ayesha's Place Today..But He Simply Refused..Which made me feel Sad And As I Am Really Sensitive Abt All Dis..So I Started Crying..N I Cried Really Very Much..But FRANKLY Today I Cried After A Very Long Tyme..But I Came Home..N Didnt Even Stop Crying And Offered Zuhar Prayer N Went To Sleep..Didnt Go Upstairs Even To Have My Lunch..Mamma Came Down Asking Me Why Aint I Eating Anythng..Then I Again Cried N Told Her All Dis..She Said I Was Fool Bcoz I Was CryinG Hard For A Really Simple Thng..[Which I Agree] But Then I Started ReadinG Volume II..Today I Asked Zerry For Taking It At Home..This Novel Is Ov Her Frnd..So I Had To Ask..N I Brought It..Inshallah I Will Cumplete It Till Monday..N Still Em Lyke BehavinG Sadly Bcoz I Was Really Hurt..I Love My Father Very Much N He Didnt Care Abt My Feelings..Its BEEN A Long Tyme Since I Went At Any Frnds Place..I Usually Dun Go Anywhere..But Now I Feel Lyke GOING At Ayesha's Place..Duh..Lyfe's Miserable..Now I Have To Go Wid Moi Parents To Buy My College Blazer..How Wud I Talk To My DAD Dea..I Dun Know..I Will Cum Back Surely N Write Abt It..Until Den..SigninG Awf..!*

21st November 2008

Em Bak Hea Again..Its Just 1:45 pm Still..Noon..! Yesterday's Night was gud too..today test went nyce and em just abt to finish my novel's volume I...YippeE..! N Hav Asked My Frnd To Give Me Another Novel..Thats Romantic flick probably..em juss getting bored nw..want my brother to cum as soon as possible so dat i offer moi prayers n sleep well..i wanna sleeep..buh waiting still..=s*

I Cant Skip Namaz toO..Dey are necessary..!N I Luv Offering Namaz

May Allah Give Me Strength..=]

20 November 2008

Yesterday Night Was Da Most Anxious Night Ov Moi Lyfe..Seriously I Was Nervous Like Anythng..I Mean I Called A And It Was SeriouslY RidiculouS..Da Voice Was Ossum N Same As It Used To Be..Mahn Em SeriouslY Dying..LoL..!
Hav Sent A Card ToO..Called Buh Didnt Wish Bday..=S*
College Was Gud ToO..I Mean Today's Day Wasnt Dat TirinG..Em Seriously Trying To Go At Ayesha's Place..Missing Her LoadszZ..!
N Today I Continued Da Novel Too..Zerry N Me Today Were ThinkinG to write A Novel..She Was Damn Serious So was I..But I dunno whether we will b able to write or not..!
Eeman Is Getting mad dese days..i hope everythng gets better at her side..=p*
i Miss Parleen a lot..he doesnt care..i mean he wont even b knowing how much i adore him..=[
Poor Me..=s* sum gurls talk to him on phone..some ov dem meet him..why doesnt GOD gives me da chance..em still waiting..hope sumday i too will b able to talk to him personally..Inshallah
SigninG Off..*

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Today..Wednesday..the 19th Ov November 2008..

I Cudnt even go at ayesha's place on saturday which was because we had a family dinner..moi uncle had a job so we had a dinner party..everyone went dea..i didnt expect sum people to b dea but huh i got to see dose too..well..GOD Made dem cum so wot can i Say..?

Dat was all over again but On Monday morning ..i really was surprised just cudnt beleive my eyes..i had firstly expected it though but didnt even thought it will just happen in a lil tyme..buh it happened and i nw seriously hav no idea wot to reply on all dis..!

In College today Zehra and me were reading a Novel..Princess Diaries..N All the way i was busy in reading dat today..its juss rocking..i mean da girl has the same thoughts as every teenage gurl has..buh its really nyce..zehra and i are thinking to cumplete it till Saturday..I Hope Inshallah we will complete It..I Got to see Sidra ToO..Zehra's frnd she is kinda beautiful n smart too and dat urooj's frnd is total a rubbish..a full wanna bee she has such bad frnd..duh.!

I Mean Urooj is a very pretty gal but she isnt nyce..she is more like dose rotten gals..=[*

I Hav started thinking dat i will nt tell even a single thing ov mine to rimmy..she is mean..i knew it but she started acting gud n all..but Inshallah i will nt tell her any single thng..i dun know if she tells dis to anyone...?

20th Novemeber ,Means a lot to me but i havent yet decided dat should i call or nt..?

if i will nt call..it wud create anxiety for me..i hope i do call..n i want to..!

Ahem..Ahem..

Today..15th Nov 2008..SaturdaY..!

I Keenly Wait For Saturdays BecausE I Dun Hav College Da Next Day..EM Seriously Happy Today..i got da holiday tomorrow..yippee..

i had a blog before but i forgot my password..=s* so nw i cant switch it On..em depresseD But NeverthlesS I Made another One..LoL I Was Planning To go At Ayesha's Place 2day..but i dun know whether i will b able to go or nt..I Hope I Go Bcoz i need to meet her today...em missing her to the core..she is very nyce gal..=]

today's test went fyne too..n i have added parleen on facebook..i really hope he replies and accepts me..Its Been 2.5 Years Since I Saw him on TV

Crazy 

crazy for feeling so lonely 
I'm crazy 
crazy for feeling so blue 
I knew 
you'd love me as long as you wanted 
And then someday 
you'd leave me for somebody new 

Worry 
why do I let myself worry 
Wondering 
what in the world did I do 

I'm crazy 
for thinking that my love could hold you 
I'm crazy for trying 
and crazy for crying 
And I'm crazy for loving you 

Teenager in Love - Dion and the Belmonts 

Each time we have a quarrel 
it almost breaks my heart 
Cos I'm so afraid 
that we will have to part 
Each night I ask the stars up above 
Why must I be a teenager in love 

One day I feel so happy 
next day I feel so sad 
I guess I'd learn to take 
the good with the bad 
Each night I ask the stars up above 
Why must I be a teenager in love 

I cried a tear 
for nobody but you 
I would be a lonely one if you should say we're through 

And if you want to make me cry 
that won't be so hard to do 
And if you should say goodbye 
I'd still go on loving you 
Each night I ask the stars up above 
Why must I be a teenager in love