28th Dec 2008..

Lyfe IS Just Nuthng Else dan a Full torture..

it really isnt helpful to mE..I Find moi lyfe quite interesting sumtymes..but nt dese days atleast..itjust because o my weight n all..em taking it more seriously dese days..i dun really feel at all dat em too overweight but people around me make me feel dat..n em losing it gradually..its nt dat big problem though..but my brother knew abt moi cell n all..n now i dun talk anymore..but i do miss all dat..n aiyya is also nt cuming to me dese days..n no ayesha as well..

em really alone..wot to do ..=[

But dea is one thng dat i wait for..Kaisi Laagi Lagan..da drama on Sahara One..Its Just A Supernatura Series..But Both The Main Leads Are Just Amazing..I Really Love Raghav A.K.a Asmit Kaushilk..He Iz Really CoOL..Smart N All..*

N Winter Vacations are about to end..i dun want dem to end..College Iz HELL Boring..

Em UsinG Seddy's Laptop Rite Nw n Listening To Atif's Humrahi Rite Nw....*

Signing Awf..Inshallah Everythng Will B Better..Tada..

Huh..!

Its 17th Dec 2008 Today..!

A LOng Tyme Since I Wrote Back..!

Dea Are Two Reasons For That..Da First One Was Dat My Mamma's [Mother]Brother's Wedding..!

N Now My Examz..Duh..!

Da Day We Came Back Frm Village ..I Had To Start Studying..N I Did..But I Was So Tired Dat Cudnt Revise Dat Much..N Physics Paper didnt went well..Urdu Was Fyne..N Zoology Today Was Antam..Mashallah..!!

In Wedding...I Had Loads Ov Fun..Set Tafreeh Ayi Thi..!

Ahem..Ahemm..I Will Write bt All Dat  After My Examz Inshallah..

Tomorrow Its Islamiyat..INSHALLAH It will go Nyce tOo..! =]

Today's Day Was Fyne..Yesterday Was A Bit Hectic May Be B'coz I Just Had A Visit At My Khalla's Place..The Moment I Came Back From The College ..Aunty Was Waiting..But Still I Managed To Sleep One Hour..Aunty Woke Me Up N We Left..As SoON As I Entered..I Saw ADA MansoOr Sitting Dea..I Was Shocked..I Mean He Iz My Cousins's Fiance..I ShouldnT Hav Felt Shy But Still I Was Just Dying In Shame..I Really Dun Get Why Em I So Shy..But Still..!Em Managing With This ShynesS..Today Morning Started Badly Just Because I Couldnt Wake Up For MY Fajr Prayer..I Was TotallY Upset In College Because In My MonthlY Result I Got Only 86%..Why Did I Became Ill..I Should Have Gone To College..But TONSILS Were Just Painful..Just Because I Did 2 Holidays Dey Had Cut My 50 Marks..Duh..Injustice..But I Will Again Shyne B'coz I Mashallah Havent Done Any Single Holiday This November..Yea..N Volume 2 Is Complete..When Will I Get Volume 3 Ov Da Novel..!

Everythng's Fyne..Hope Tonight Goes Well ToO..!

SigninG Awf..!*

LoL..!

Two Days..i Dun want to write anythng..but i am..bored frm moi lyfe..i just want to die..whenever i try n scrap Parleen..he never replies..but then again..i love his singing..he has so many fans..how could he be having tyme for me....but he should reply once..em upset..sad..!

24th November 2008

Today Is Asmit's Bday..Moomo's Bday

Yesterday I Went A Marriage..My 3 Hours Were Wasted..Shouldnt Hav Gone..But Had To..I Talked On The Phone..which is de most interesting part..LoL..!

Test Was Gud Too..It Was A Normal Say 2Day..

N Em Waiting For Ashy To Cum Online..

Dat Michael In The Novel Is So Cool..Really Nyce..

SigninG Awf..

23rd Ov November 2008

Yesterday..when i went to buy blazer i started responding to moi dad n thought i shud forget all dat n just today i talked to him too..!

But Yesterday night i txted her..i was really bored n took fayazs cell n put my sim in it..[moi cell isnt working dese days] we talked n den again i was out ov credit..today morning i put credit n talked too..n fought too..which we usually do..but em happy to even talk..LoL..!

I Hope TOmorrow's test goes well toO..Inshallah It Will..=]

Parleen Came Online..BUT Didnt Reply me..! which is all da way sad for me..he sumtymes bcums so mean..duuh*

Fixi Left For Khi..2morow Inshallah Seddy will leave too..hino is at our place today

SigninG Awf..

22 November 2008

Huh..i JUST lOST my notes for Todays's Test..so was really worried about the test ov today..but Thanks To Allah..I Asked Him for support and he helped me..Thnkyew Allah Saain..!*

But I Was Just Waiting For Closure..bcoz Its Saturday And I Really Get High Time To Sleep..but In Closure Dad Came Late fOR Receiveing me From College..but That was Ok..And I Sat In The Car And asked Him If I Could Go At Ayesha's Place Today..But He Simply Refused..Which made me feel Sad And As I Am Really Sensitive Abt All Dis..So I Started Crying..N I Cried Really Very Much..But FRANKLY Today I Cried After A Very Long Tyme..But I Came Home..N Didnt Even Stop Crying And Offered Zuhar Prayer N Went To Sleep..Didnt Go Upstairs Even To Have My Lunch..Mamma Came Down Asking Me Why Aint I Eating Anythng..Then I Again Cried N Told Her All Dis..She Said I Was Fool Bcoz I Was CryinG Hard For A Really Simple Thng..[Which I Agree] But Then I Started ReadinG Volume II..Today I Asked Zerry For Taking It At Home..This Novel Is Ov Her Frnd..So I Had To Ask..N I Brought It..Inshallah I Will Cumplete It Till Monday..N Still Em Lyke BehavinG Sadly Bcoz I Was Really Hurt..I Love My Father Very Much N He Didnt Care Abt My Feelings..Its BEEN A Long Tyme Since I Went At Any Frnds Place..I Usually Dun Go Anywhere..But Now I Feel Lyke GOING At Ayesha's Place..Duh..Lyfe's Miserable..Now I Have To Go Wid Moi Parents To Buy My College Blazer..How Wud I Talk To My DAD Dea..I Dun Know..I Will Cum Back Surely N Write Abt It..Until Den..SigninG Awf..!*